Four full days now without removing the butt plug other than briefly when needing to use the toilet. i confess that i was beginning to feel tender around those parts by the time i got to bed having spent much of the day sitting working at my desk but this morning it was fine and even now as i approach bedtime after a similar sedentary day, the tenderness is only just beginning to bother me. i am starting to feel confident that i can continue with this 24/7.
Something i forgot to mention yesterday is the effect of hypnotic feminisation. i tried this once before for a week and felt then that it had made a profound difference to the way i felt. While on this trip, i have hypnosis recordings with their subliminal messages on feminisation playing throughout the night as i slept. The effect is tangible i think for i notice myself thinking and moving in a more feminine manner now without actually consciously making the effort.
i find that i am behaving in a much more placid way than usual too. Frustrations with computing and IT issues at work do not have me screaming abuse at Microsoft to the same extent that i would do normally and so i think the combination of hormones and the subconscious subliminal feminisation programming must be having an effect.
i have managed to chat with both Mistress Ana and Lady Dynah these last couple of days and shared my pictures taken at the weekend with them both. Both considered that i looked great and i have to say that i felt great. However, it is reassuring to get positive feedback and it makes me feel all the more girlish.
Although i am in Lima, Peru, i have not been able to get in touch with Goddess Joyce. She has not answered phone calls or returned them after messages and has not been online either. i know She wants to see me because She sent me an email the day i arrived wanting to know when we might get together again but nothing since. Today i called Her mother, Senora Sylvia, but She was out also -so i will try again tomorrow. It is all very unusual, not getting any response.