Monday November 9th 2009 – Securely chastised again and dreaming of Mistress
Posted by roxiefox on November 10, 2009
After the difficulties with the smallest ring of the CB-2000, i am happy to say that the next size up seems to be working well. It is at least not restricting circulation and causing my balls to swell like the smallest size did and it is definitely a closer fit than was the middles size so i am hoping that now there will be no inadvertent escapism by my rogue left testicle.
i spent today working hard in the office, wearing the new shoes that Mistress Ana brought me from Thailand while seated at my desk and with pale blue lace, matching bra and panties beneath my male outer clothes. Feeling secure and now more comfortable in my cock cage meant that i was able to get on with my work without worrying about it and so with fewer distractions, i managed to put in a very successful day, turning out another completed project and getting it mailed off to my client.
i was out during the evening at a family event, playing soccer with my two boys before going to my eldest son’s house for dinner. This was the first game of soccer i have played in 30 years and it showed! Although in my day i had been a good player, this evening my mind was working so far ahead of my body that my age really told on me. i was not disgraced however, in fact i still managed to surprise some of the younger guys i was playing against, none of them less than 25 years my junior!
Playing soccer in the CB-2000 was not an issue, which surprised me. Going into the game, i was a bit tentative, not knowing how it might feel and how much it might interfere with my movements but i need not have worried for i never really noticed it at all.
On returning home late in the evening, i managed to make an excuse to go over to the office briefly. i wanted to go online and make sure that there were no messages from Mistress Ana about tomorrow and my going to Her house to serve Her. i was so looking forward to serving Her tomorrow that i felt real deep disappointment when i say Her message that the builders were still busy at Her house and that my visit must be postponed until Friday. i adore Her and love serving Her so much and W/we are both so frequently away traveling that i hate to miss any opportunity to be with Her and although there is still Friday to look forward to it only serves to increase my longing and my need for Her control.
i am wondering though whether Mistress Ana might like to visit me while the builders are at Her house. i shall be alone in my office all day on Thursday, a day i shall use to be “en femme” all day. i would love Mistress Ana to visit me here so that She can see all of my wardrobe and my toys and also be able to picture finally the environment in which i live and work so that when we chat online She will be able to visualise my circumstances at any one moment. She would not need necessarily to stay very long but it would be enough for Her to get even deeper into my psyche and strengthen the control that She has on me by increasing Her knowledge of my circumstances. It is just a thought and Mistress may well see things quite differently from me but i will make the invitation in any event.
