June 25th 2009 – Errands for Goddess Joyce and then back to Lima

First thing this morning i was out and driving up to a house that Goddess Joyce had rented from a friend last year and where i had spent a full week “en femme” in Her service (see my Diary of a Sissy Slave).  When Goddess had returned to Lima, She had been unable to take all of Her things and so i had been charged with going to the house and collecting all of Her goods that were remaining there, packing them securely and then freighting them to Her in Lima.  It took all morning to pack and load Her things and in spite of the cool climate, i was sweating and my red lace bra was soon clinging and wet against my small tits while the red lace panties simply would not stay in place against my CB-2000, causing me repeated discomfort.  Nevertheless, i got the things packed, loaded and shipped with an hour to spare before my flight back to Lima.

Once in Lima, it was back to business even though it was 6.00pm.  i had meetings the following day for which i needed to prepare and also social things to organise with Goddess Joyce.  We had planned a dinner together along with Senora Sylvia for either Friday, Saturday or Sunday.  We chatted on the phone but could not get together today because of my work but agreed that we would have dinner and spend some time together on Saturday.  i knew what the spending time together would mean, i would giver Her a massage and probably get a sound spanking in return but i longed for it and hoped sincerely that it would happen and that i might also get to worship Her intimately.  She was very pleased about the shipping of Her things and so i was more than just a little optimistic.

After dinner, i showered, shaved and perfumed myself and felt so much more feminine now that the ugly body hair had been removed.  Sadly, the facial hair now has to remain in order for me to look normal for my wife when i arrive home in just over a week.  My beard is something of a paradox.  i hate my beard but i also hate shaving my face.  Indeed, if i shave my face too regularly, i develop a rash so even when i am in a situation where i can remove it and be “femme” i shave usually only every day and a half, morning and then the following evening and then miss a day and shave again in the morning.  With my beard, i look older and without it i look younger and feminine.  My Wife prefers the beard because i look masculine with it and because without it i look several years younger than Her but also, Her hidden motive, is that She disapproves of my cross-dressing and going out in public “en femme” and so knows that i will not go out in public cross dressed with a beard.  So, in deference to Her, who also Dominates me in Her own way, i wear the beard when at home.

After my shower, i applied body lotion all over, face cream and hand cream to my face and hands and then, feeling fresh, perfumed and pretty in a clean pair of pink striped satin PJ’s i slid into bed.