Frustration mounting on all fronts!

Today is Tuesday, the day i normally would go and visit Mistress Ana and serve Her in whatever manner She required whether that be doing domestic chores such as laundry, ironing, cleaning, or gardening or some more personal and intimate services or both.  Mistress is still away so i feel frustrated at not being able to see and serve Her.  Recently, such frustrating Tuesdays have been offset somewhat because i have been alone all day in the office and so have been able to spend the entire day “en femme” as roxie.  My frustration is increased today because it is now school holidays which means that my wife is home and will pop in and out of the office periodically during the day so i cannot dress “en femme”.  As if this is not bad enough, i received a message from Mistress Ana advising me that Her contract has been extended and so She will now not return home until the end of May by which time i will be in South America!  Mistress will return home briefly on April 25th and told me that She hoped we could get together.  Unfortunately, April 25th is Anzac Day, a public holiday here in Australia and this year it falls on a Friday so we have a long weekend.  Needless to say my wife has made plans for that weekend which means i have absolutely no chance of catching up with Mistress unless She is in town on the Monday, 28th April.  i have not heard back from Her but suspect that She will have to return to Her work before then and hence i will not see Her for at least another two months.

This is bad for me because not only do i miss Her and miss serving Her, i need to experience Her control and discipline.  When Mistress is around and i am seeing Her regularly, i feel so much better about myself, so much more feminine and my behaviour is more demure.  When she is away and i do not see Her for any length of time, my frustrations mount and i become desperate for contact with others as roxie which Mistress frowns upon without Her persmission and considers slutty behaviour.  i am not seeing others but make do with chatting to friends online.  These can be transgender people like myself or admirers and many of the latter have asked for a meeting which so far i have declined but the temptation is very much there.  i seem to need affirmation of my femininity which i receive from Mistress Ana whenever we are together but which i lack when we are apart.

So, my frustration is mounting, all the more so because with the school holidays, it will be another two weels at least before i can be roxie again!

Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014 Shoes

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Some interesting footwear for autumn 2014 from Alexandre Birman

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Alexandre Birman RTW Fall 2014

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Another Tuesday without Mistress Ana but still a day “en femme”

Yes, yet another Tuesday goes by with Mistress Ana still out of town.  But all is not bad, i still get to be alone in my office for the entire day and am able to be “en femme” and spend the whole time as Roxie.  It was quite warm today so i chose to wear a simple red blouse, white skirt that i bought when in Thailand with Mistress Ana, a red and white polka dot bra and matching panties, black corset and red wedge soled sandals.

Coffee break - outside in the garden.

Coffee break – outside in the garden.

Enjoying my coffee

Enjoying my coffee

Enjoying my coffee

Enjoying my coffee

back to work

back to work

but not before one posed picture

but not before one more posed picture

 

Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014 Accessories

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Some interesting designs for the forthcoming autumn and winter seasons.

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Brian Atwood RTW Fall 2014

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Disappointing news! But life is not all bad – another day “en femme”!

Mistress Ana contacted me today to say She was back in Perth for a couple of days and could we get together.  Sadly, this was late morning and i already had my day planned out with a meeting with a client in the afternoon and tomorrow, Saturday, was also not possible – i have to be in “macho” mode all day and do a number of maintenance jobs around the house and garden before the winter rains.  Winter rains? Now there is a joke!  We have had barely any rain now for 6 months over the summer so we are due winter rain but for the last God knows how many years the winter rains have been poor.  Maybe if i don’t do the maintenance it will rain and rain heavily, we certainly need good rains this year.  However, if i don’t fix the roof and gutters heavy rain would bring disaster – a roof or ceiling collapse!  So, i have to get on with the maintenance.

Mistress Ana returns to Perth on 28th April, another 31/2 weeks without seeing Her.  She asked if i had been to Her house and i confessed that i hadn’t.  The truth is that i am so busy with work that i had decided to press on with that and to go to Her house in the week before She returned and give it a good clean.  This did not appease Mistress and i have been told that i am in for severe punishment and a very sore arse!  Such is my lot as Her slave and i suspected that no matter what i had done while She was away, i would necessarily receive some form of punishment simply to remind me of my station in life.

So, disappoinment in not seeing Mistress again.  Had i had some notice i could have rearranged my schedule but it was not to be.  On the bright side though, i was alone in the office from 9.30am today until 3.00pm so was able to be roxie once again.  So the day was not all bad!  I even managed to take some pictures while i made myself a coffee!

Making coffee - first get the milk!

Making coffee – first get the milk!

Waiting for the microwave to heat the milk

Waiting for the microwave to heat the milk

Waiting for the espresso machine to watrm up

Waiting for the espresso machine to watrm up

Now for the espresso machine - a double shot latte!

Now for the espresso machine – a double shot latte!

Waiting for the machine to make the coffee.

Waiting for the machine to make the coffee.

 

Aaahhh - the finished product!  Delicious!

Aaahhh – the finished product! Delicious!

i did of course have to change back into male mode before my client arrived at 3.30pm but 51/2 hours “en femme” was enough to make my day.  i suppose i should not really be too disappointed about being unable to get together with Mistress Ana, it is not as if a get together had been planned.  Any reunion would have been a bonus so i should not complain.  Role on the 29th of April!

Sandals, Pumps and Ankle Boots – Christian Louboutin Pre/Fall 2014 Collection

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Some interesting and some sexy designs for sandals, pumps, ankle boots and boots in Christian Louboutin’s pre/fall 2014 collection.

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Let me introduce you to the cult French brand Pre-Fall 2014 collection – Christian Louboutin. Classic pumps, sandals, ankle boots and high boots are made in the most unexpected colors and materials. The evening black patent leather sandals are perfect for a cocktail party, and the pumps with floral pattern for autumn walks. The red and black suede ankle boots with thin straps are ideal for jeans. The brightest models in the collection are the boots with animalic prints ( tiger and leopard ) and the pumps, studded with crystals azure.

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Chrisian Louboutin Pre-Fall 2014 Collection

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Chrisian Louboutin Pre-Fall 2014 Collection

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Chrisian Louboutin Pre-Fall 2014 Collection

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Chrisian Louboutin Pre-Fall 2014 Collection

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Chrisian Louboutin Pre-Fall 2014 Collection

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Another Tuesday alone in the office!

Yes indeed! another Tuesday when i have been alone all day in the office and able to be “en femme” and therefore roxie for the entire day.  i shaved, showered, perfumed, applied make up and dressed in black bra and back lace panties, black corset, maroon camisole and maroon semi transparent long sleeved blouse, maroon and black faux leather mini skirt and maroon heels.  My short blonde wig donated by Lady Dynah completed the look along with pearl necklace, bracelet and earrings.

Dressed ready for work

Dressed ready for work

posing for the camera before going into work

posing for the camera before going into work

posing for the camera before going into work

posing for the camera before going into work

 Once at work, i knuckled down for the most part.  i had thought about going out and maybe going to the local mall and having a coffee but thought better of it as i really had too much work to get on with.  Nevertheless, i did manage to find time for a mini photo shoot in my office.

Sitting at my desl in my office

Sitting at my desk in my office

Sitting at my desl in my office

Sitting at my desk in my office

 

As ever, there is always that need to find an archived file with information useful to the job i am doing.  such files can be a devil to find and they always seem to be in the bottom most drawers!

Sometimes specific files can be hard to find

Sometimes specific files can be hard to find

Sometimes specific files can be hard to find - finally found it!

Sometimes specific files can be hard to find – finally found it!

 i worked throughout the day but still enjoyed myself.  It feels simply right and natural to me to be “en femme” and i simply wish i could be so all of the time.